我只想要 all i want 7f

怎么说忘就忘记

这甜蜜的过去

被思念包着厚厚的糖衣

不想再为了你伤心

这最冷的夏季

慢慢地慢慢结成冰

承诺变悲哀

悲哀因我被爱

悲哀是因为你不在

我好想抱着你诉苦

却显得好无助

无助的让人想痛哭

我只想要和你在一起

朝着幸福走去

像恋人般的简单甜蜜

我只想要和你不分离

怎么轻易放弃说你忘记

爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎

我不再相信你却致肫鹉

我想这一定是报应

都怪我太贪心

才让你头也不回的离去

黄色丝巾是想念在树上被风吹

孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡

What i want...

During class (social psycology), we were asked to think about what we wish we had...

At first, i can think of only one thing, but after i thought of the people around me,

The number of things i wished i had, increased...

Hence, i found out that the things which i wish for are actually not what i want but what people expect me to be...

I wish i was...richer...

I wish i was...more firm...

I wish i was...more responsible...

I wish i was...more fashionable...

I wish i was...prettier...

I wish i was...less forgetful...

Bt then, what about the times different people have different opinions about me?

About my fashion sense for example, my mother complain that im too 'qiao (2)' but my boyfriend think otherwise...

Now, what about what I think??

Well, i think im somewhere in the middle...

Sometimes i reali should be more fashionable but at other times, no...

Sigh... feeling totally down now again...

Cos of something that happened juz now...

Sigh... what i want now is to sleep... so tired... bye...

P.S. to my boyfren simon... pardon me... i know my blogging and grumblings are stupid but let me complain for a while okie? Sorry dear, i love u, love u forever...

Although honeymooning is over, its not the end...

Unless u dun wan me anymore, i will never leave u *hugs and kisses*

以自我为中心。。。

我。。。
最近看很多东西都很不顺眼。。。
脾气很坏也很怪。。。
不喜欢这样的我。。。
很惹人讨厌。。。

我。。。
很怕被伤害，因此很多时候我会找出很多理由不让别人为我做事，因为怕有人对我说：‘不’。
比如说，心里明明很想要你等我，但怕你不要，我就说不用你等了。。。

我。。。
很矛盾。。。
现在很想睡觉，goodnitez。。。